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i need to stop being so bummed out. which basically means i need to start going to bed earlier because i only get really depressed at night. it's a strange thing.
tomorrow i'm going to lous records to go see some band (jamisonparker) in hopes of meeting people. i haven't really listened to them so we'll see how it goes. my solution to my friendlessness is to start talking to strangers. easy enough right? not really. "hey what's up i'm jenni i just moved here and i have no friends. want to hang out?" i've never been one for the outgoing.
i think i'm just going to talk about my feelings and crap cause it might make me feel better. i really really miss logan. and i kind of feel bad for my dad because he's in a shitty situation, granted he put himself there, and for lack of better word he's kind of pathetic. as far as i know he can't even cook. and i haven't even been calling him. it just doesn't cross my mind during the day. and he's not exactly easy to talk to. and i feel terrible that my mom is like 54 years old and has to work so hard. i miss my friends too and part of me wishes i was in livermore with them. but then the majority of me says, "wtf, you don't like that town." which is true but i do like the people there, so don't get offended anyone. a part of me also wishes i was currently attending school. but then the majority of me says, "wtf, you hate school and you need more summer and time off. you just want to live with a bunch of kids and party." and that majority is entirely correct.
i'm going to look for a job soon, and then i'll start paying her $225 a month for my phone, car insurance, and "rent" which my brother is apparently just going to put away in a bank account. there's this store called hansen's and my mom and uncle grew up with the guy that owns it so i'm applying there. it's like a surf shop deal but they sell hella clothes. then there's a boutique a couple blocks away with really cute really overpriced clothes, and i'd like the discount. then there's lous but i don't think i have enough piercings or different colors in my hair to work there, plus i don't know that much about music. oh and borders but bleh.
ok so that's my life in a nutshell! sorry but i don't really talk to anyone so i've been saving this all up.
tomorrow i'm going to lous records to go see some band (jamisonparker) in hopes of meeting people. i haven't really listened to them so we'll see how it goes. my solution to my friendlessness is to start talking to strangers. easy enough right? not really. "hey what's up i'm jenni i just moved here and i have no friends. want to hang out?" i've never been one for the outgoing.
i think i'm just going to talk about my feelings and crap cause it might make me feel better. i really really miss logan. and i kind of feel bad for my dad because he's in a shitty situation, granted he put himself there, and for lack of better word he's kind of pathetic. as far as i know he can't even cook. and i haven't even been calling him. it just doesn't cross my mind during the day. and he's not exactly easy to talk to. and i feel terrible that my mom is like 54 years old and has to work so hard. i miss my friends too and part of me wishes i was in livermore with them. but then the majority of me says, "wtf, you don't like that town." which is true but i do like the people there, so don't get offended anyone. a part of me also wishes i was currently attending school. but then the majority of me says, "wtf, you hate school and you need more summer and time off. you just want to live with a bunch of kids and party." and that majority is entirely correct.
i'm going to look for a job soon, and then i'll start paying her $225 a month for my phone, car insurance, and "rent" which my brother is apparently just going to put away in a bank account. there's this store called hansen's and my mom and uncle grew up with the guy that owns it so i'm applying there. it's like a surf shop deal but they sell hella clothes. then there's a boutique a couple blocks away with really cute really overpriced clothes, and i'd like the discount. then there's lous but i don't think i have enough piercings or different colors in my hair to work there, plus i don't know that much about music. oh and borders but bleh.
ok so that's my life in a nutshell! sorry but i don't really talk to anyone so i've been saving this all up.