I've got quite a lot to write about tonight. Mainly because so much great stuff happened to me today. Firstly my dear friend Maddy made me smile at school by giving me a birthday card. Morning tea at school was strange today. A girl from my art class named Emma came and sat with us. She started ranting and raving about other people's sex lives and ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Today I had a pretty great Saturday. I was really worried about the weekend at first. I mean, I didn't want depression to kick in badly like last weekend where I basically broke down and went crazy.

I studied a bit for my maths test today, went for a nice walk and bike ride (but made sure to not overdo it like I usually do) and spent a lovely ( Read more... )

Wow. I still can't believe it. Tonight we heard a massive bang just as we were sitting down to dinner at my grandparents house. (I go there to eat because it allows me to actually eat and feel comfortable in a relaxed environment) Anyway, we were just about to dig into our fresh and warmed up meals, when we heard this massively LOUD bang! A thud ( Read more... )

It is completely out of my control......well at times it feels like that anyway. This morning I had an argument with my mother, the same argument as always. It was about my eating habits and the bizarre behaviours that have recently become even worse. Mum was so beautifully nice and bought me some macadamia nuts. It was so nice of her, but she got ( Read more... )

Okay, I think I have a new favourite memory of my mum that happened just tonight actually. I went to mum and needed to talk. I am still so focused on being perfect and I went completely to pieces today when I scored 9/20 for my geography written task and found that some other kids got better marks. I told mum that I felt like a complete failure and ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

This Sunday was Mother's Day. I had such an emotional and full on day. I bought my mother a gold necklace which she absolutely loved and I got my Nanna a pack of fudge (since I know she just loves the stuff)

As I gave my Nanna the gift and she hugged me, she told me that the greatest gift of all would be to see me well and happy with a piece of ( Read more... )

okay so i recently discovered that my mum threw out my scales. i know she did it to help me, but i had a major panic attack over it and started crying when i first saw them gone. i felt as if i was losing all control over my body and thus, my life. last night as i lay in her arms, i thanked my mum so much for chucking them out. she told me that she ( Read more... )