Oct 05, 2009 12:41
still locked up in my room. Volume of Music cranked up... I mean.. really really loud... If you are gonna talk about me i would rather not hear it... As what they say.. what you dont know wont hurt you. So yeah... If you dont want me here i dont want to be here either. And here i go again since i dont wanna drag everyone else with my burdens in life i closed my doors and windows again... WILL NOT TEXT. WILL NOT TWIT, WILL NOT BE SEEN ... sorry guys... I'm so lost right now. i dont know how to fight this anymore... I cant answer back. SHE'S OLDER... and i dont want to get in trouble with my dad if she told my dad i answered back. I thought moving in here i would only sacrifice my freedom (AGAIN) but i guess i also sacrifice my income and my morale. sheezz
i guess what is keeping me sane again si KPOP...
oh yeah.. just to forget everything happening in this ebil (evil) house is watching the chuseok specials... and teukkie...
make me happy please...
i am going through a lot now and i cant talk about it... i dont wanna burden everyone else.
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i cant believe it took me a day and a half just to download the SBS IDOL BIG SHOW. I downloaded the full show because it's worth downloading if you ask me... I love full shows but SPECIALS are really love...
I guess you already know that I love SANDY... (that's how Park Dara is called here in the Philippines) I have been her fan eversince she was starting to light up her star here in the country and followed her until she hit success in Korea. there... and YB... and TOP... and waaaaaaaahhhh G-DARA... LOVE~
it may not be that evident in this blog but I am BIGBANG FAN...
First Priority is SUJU... second would be 2ne1 and BB...
the SBS special was a blast watching but i wish SUJU was there... they should have been there..
wow... TOP is not wearing shades on stage... something that is not usual right there... YB is still hotness...
after watching SUSHOW 2 in HK...
I need to watch BigBangs Concerts in the future too...