suicide

Oct 04, 2009 10:40

currently at home, inside my room locked up. i wanna eat but will after an hour when the evil witch leaves.i havent eaten for a span of 24 hours. my last meal was yesterday at 10 am. now its already 11am. so 25 hours. I mean really, why should i stay here when grrrr... you know that it is hard to live with someone like them. Cant they understand i survived Manila because of my fandom friends. when you were not there and you were not "Helping" me they were the ones helping me. You had me here to pay ur living expenses such a syour water bill, your elctric bill, your monthly assoc. dues and Gas? one way to treat FAMILY. right.  i need a place to stay seriously even for just a month. I really cant stand it here anymore. I know this is your residence so you can say anything but make sure when you say anything about me I dont hear it. because you already piss me off with just being there much more with the words you say. I was already planning of killing those monsters you have. I mean it. I dunno what will you do when i give DUGAL a can of sardines for dinner, Your lucky i dont feed your dogs. coz if i was the one feeding them goodluck. I have known this was gonna happen. but what can i do. That time when Waks left i needed a place to transfer without paying any down payments. seriously. If only i had the money i wont transfer here...

because...

600 electric
400 water
500 monthly dues
200 gas

wow... help...
I think that's what you call helping yourself? putting all the burden of your expenses to your niece...

and think about this, I AM YOUR NIECE. i'm not even your daughter. I'd rather be back home with my mom. and her controlling my life than you taking advantage of me.

*hears the door close*

woohoo she's gone i can cook now... and have a decent meal. i will cook two meals... i need to eat. seriously. i dont car i just need to eat.
if not eating 24 hours is suicide... then this is suicide for me
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