Unthanksgiving
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I'm really pissed off right now. I don't want to freaking go home for Thanksgiving. I hate the academic part of school. I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life. I wish i were dead. Not in the crazed suicidal way but I wish God could just wisk me away to my real home in heaven. Maybe not right at this moment, cuz I really don't know where i'd end up at this moment due to my last couple acts of unkindness. But yeah, I'm tired of worrying, and stressing over crap that in the long run doesn't even really matter anyway. Maybe I should just take time off school and just leave and go do something more fulfulling with my life like missionary work in Africa or something. Ugh, I hate feeling like crap. I hate it.
I'm really pissed off right now. I don't want to freaking go home for Thanksgiving. I hate the academic part of school. I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life. I wish i were dead. Not in the crazed suicidal way but I wish God could just wisk me away to my real home in heaven. Maybe not right at this moment, cuz I really don't know where i'd end up at this moment due to my last couple acts of unkindness. But yeah, I'm tired of worrying, and stressing over crap that in the long run doesn't even really matter anyway. Maybe I should just take time off school and just leave and go do something more fulfulling with my life like missionary work in Africa or something. Ugh, I hate feeling like crap. I hate it.