A hair cut away

Dec 21, 2011 07:19

I almost feel like getting a short hair cut to spite myself.

I am a short haircut away from being seen just as I always have been. I would look basically exactly the same (minus some fat) as I did years ago except more masculine to a small extent now. It is amazing that my hair is probably the sole reason that I tend to pass with strangers. Get rid of my hair, my huge masculine shaped head and face will be more noticeable, especially my really thick neck which my hair helps disguise to a small extent. My body is not feminine at all, and I had boobs before transition so it is just another way to refer to them (man boobs), and they were bigger then than they are now.

One hair cut away. That is it.

I am a disgrace to other trans people and disgusting person. I am a pathetic piece of shit that has no idea where my life is going with a long lonely road ahead.

passing, gross, hair, body issues, identity, loneliness

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