Found a depressing poem online

[ohka15]

I don't feel like this poem is what I have felt exactly today (not to this poet's extreme), but it is similar though.

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-deserve-and-i-don-t-deserve/

I Deserve And I Don't Deserve
by Victoria Tori

I deserve your hate
I don’t deserve your love

I deserve your grudge against me
I don’t deserve your forgivness

I deserve to be your past
I don’t deserve to be your future

I deserve to be alone
I don’t deserve to be with you

I deserve to burn in hell
I don’t deserve to be saved by you.