what if all the world you think you know...is an elaborate dream?
Life has been so surreal lately. I just feel like I'm in a constant daze.
matt's been on my mind a lot the past couple of days... surprise surprise.. but i'm kind of thinking about him in a closure sort of way now. in that past? anyway.. i'm scared that i won't find anyone else that i have feelings this strong for. i didn't realize i could have feelings this strong for anyone of the opposite sex to begin with.. and now that i have.. i'm scared i won't again. hmm.. i guess the memories will be nice.. either way.
driving in the dark when there are absolutely no cars around... scares the shit out of me. it's even worse in weather like tonight.. the wind blowing and tons of leaves in the road. yeah it felt good... but i like it better when both my feet are on the ground.
i went bowling tonight.. 45 fucking dollars for 4 games 3 people. we thought it was 3 dollars per game.. including everyone.. it was 3 dollars per person.. per game. we were like, "oh 4 games will just be 12 bucks" .... oh how wrong we were.
matt's been on my mind a lot the past couple of days... surprise surprise.. but i'm kind of thinking about him in a closure sort of way now. in that past? anyway.. i'm scared that i won't find anyone else that i have feelings this strong for. i didn't realize i could have feelings this strong for anyone of the opposite sex to begin with.. and now that i have.. i'm scared i won't again. hmm.. i guess the memories will be nice.. either way.
driving in the dark when there are absolutely no cars around... scares the shit out of me. it's even worse in weather like tonight.. the wind blowing and tons of leaves in the road. yeah it felt good... but i like it better when both my feet are on the ground.
i went bowling tonight.. 45 fucking dollars for 4 games 3 people. we thought it was 3 dollars per game.. including everyone.. it was 3 dollars per person.. per game. we were like, "oh 4 games will just be 12 bucks" .... oh how wrong we were.