get out of my head
school.. ahh.. well. it's not going so good. i'm just now starting to like get my shit together. unfortunately, i'm already not doing so hot in a couple classes. so right now i'm just going to focus on the classes that i am doing good in and stay doing good in them. i may be on academic probation next semester, but i can't say i'm too worried about it. i just need to step it up a bit. and considering i am doing badly in a couple classes, i am extremely calm about school. the only thing that is really urking me is the financial aspect.. but i'm dealing with it.
i'm just starting to realize that i'm sick of hanging out with people when all they do is question me...or make me feel guilty for different things. why do i hang out with people who are constantly making me feel inferior? well.. i guess it's easier to just take some peoples' shit rather than just say something.. well at least in my case because the person isn't so blunt about it.. but uses techniques that she knows get to me. ... manipulates my brain i guess you could say.
it hasn't really kicked in that i don't have a job yet.. i guess because i've been working there so long that i have just made it a part of my routine. no more free food (even though I think i could go in and get free food depending on the person).. it's nice though.
SAFE SEX IS THE BEST SEX.
i'm just starting to realize that i'm sick of hanging out with people when all they do is question me...or make me feel guilty for different things. why do i hang out with people who are constantly making me feel inferior? well.. i guess it's easier to just take some peoples' shit rather than just say something.. well at least in my case because the person isn't so blunt about it.. but uses techniques that she knows get to me. ... manipulates my brain i guess you could say.
it hasn't really kicked in that i don't have a job yet.. i guess because i've been working there so long that i have just made it a part of my routine. no more free food (even though I think i could go in and get free food depending on the person).. it's nice though.
SAFE SEX IS THE BEST SEX.