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OMG.
I just looked closely at my vag for the first time since the swelling has gone down. I was curious about my stitches since they hadn't dissolved yet, and they itch like crazy.
First of all, I don't have three tears. I have FIVE. Two inbetween my left inner and outter labia one at the bottom that looks like it wanted to be a perenial tear, and two on my inner left labia
So those two on my inner? OMFG it is torn into 3 parts. I no longer have two inner lips, I have one whole one (the right side - all my tearing was on the left) and one that is literally in THREE FUCKING PIECES.
THREE.
It looks like someone butchered by vagina. Shredded the labia. Gettubg the idea?
No wonder I was so sore and swollen! And why the heck didn't she stitch the it back together? :( I mean I'm not one to be obsessive over how perfect it looks down there... but this is just... awful.
I would totally take a picture but, uh, none of y'all wanna see that shit.
I am distressed.
And annoyed that they told me I only had 3 tears. 3 FIRST degree tears. I'm pretty sure the two that destroyed my labia are NOT first degree.
UGH.
I just looked closely at my vag for the first time since the swelling has gone down. I was curious about my stitches since they hadn't dissolved yet, and they itch like crazy.
First of all, I don't have three tears. I have FIVE. Two inbetween my left inner and outter labia one at the bottom that looks like it wanted to be a perenial tear, and two on my inner left labia
So those two on my inner? OMFG it is torn into 3 parts. I no longer have two inner lips, I have one whole one (the right side - all my tearing was on the left) and one that is literally in THREE FUCKING PIECES.
THREE.
It looks like someone butchered by vagina. Shredded the labia. Gettubg the idea?
No wonder I was so sore and swollen! And why the heck didn't she stitch the it back together? :( I mean I'm not one to be obsessive over how perfect it looks down there... but this is just... awful.
I would totally take a picture but, uh, none of y'all wanna see that shit.
I am distressed.
And annoyed that they told me I only had 3 tears. 3 FIRST degree tears. I'm pretty sure the two that destroyed my labia are NOT first degree.
UGH.