private rage

[ohharry]

Why does everybody expect something out of this? Things don't end happily for me, all right? I'm trying to get past this but everyone keeps bringing it up all over again. When are you all just going to shut the fuck up? As far as I'm concerned, nothing fucking happened. The world keeps turning and I'm trying to move with it...but if everybody wants to stay in the past and wants me to deal with this, they can stay there. I'm not waiting. So stop treating me different! Stop trying to make me deal with these feelings I have! Because all I have is rage and I'm seriously going to fuck someone up if I have to act like it's all fine while you tell me different.

I'm fine.

I'm fucking fine, all right?