I feel sick to my stomach. There is so much I want to say and I always censor myself. I don't want to sound to whiney or emo or sad or whatever, I don't even know. I feel like a bitter, horrible person, and I hate that. I absolutely hate it and it makes me sick to my stomach. Why can't I be completely happy for others ( Read more... )

I haven't felt like Eleanor Rigby for awhile now, and I don't like it.

Bah.

Your Political Profile:Overall: 40% Conservative, 60% LiberalSocial Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% LiberalPersonal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% LiberalFiscal Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% LiberalEthics: 0% Conservative, 100% LiberalDefense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?In other news, I TALKED to ( Read more... )

So...okay, while I didn't initiate it, I had a conversation with someone that was pretty much a stranger for more than six blocks.

Am so very proud of myself. I mean, I was mad nervous, but still. I talked.

Haha.

Man. Yeah.

I hate how paranoid I get. I hate thinking that when people are being nice to me, they're just humoring me so that I'll shut up or something, and then I feel horrible for doubting their niceness, because what if they're being genuinely nice? But you see, you can never really tell with people ( Read more... )