Sep 25, 2005 15:11
Yesterday I felt the weight of the universe slap me in the face. This morning I woke up and forgot all about it until I saw the bruises on my cheeks. And it happened all over again. And then I pushed too hard like I usually do.
I'm not good at goodbye. To be honest I don't ever want to be. I hope I don't have to say very many of them ever again.
what do I do now? I feel like putting on my headphones, laying down in the flooded driveway and waiting for something to electrocute me.
goodbye timothy daniel blumberg. you were the most rational thing I have ever done in my life. And i would do it over and over again even if nothing changed.