"I wish you a broken heart and a happy new year"

21 and Invincible!

"and it's been autumn since the day that I met you. If i hit bottom must I crawl out alone? and I don't wish to know the secrets of summer at all"

I just feel like I'm walking in the dark, 
and you have control over the light.
but you won't hit the switch.
you aren't going to hit the switch.
you will never hit the switch.
you like that I'm walking in the dark, alone.

and it bothers me that you won't even lend a hand in this situation.
you confuse the fuck of out me.
and you always will.

xo.

you'll always be my konstantine.

i'm so fed up with the past crashing back into my life.
i've blocked you on AIM and myspace, and yet you try to contact me.

If people don't understand why I hate you, then whatev.
I have my reasons, I dated you and they didn't.
so if I'm holding a grudge and I hate you, then get over it.

I don't care if my friends want to be your friend.
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today is my 2nd day not eating anything that contains meat.


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"It's funny how
things work out,
the ones we need
don't know we're there
If I were sand
and you were oceans,
the moon would be
why you're pulled to me

I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel
the truth that you can't ever be
the one person that won't ever forget me"

yikes.
i found out some news tonight from a friend.
I kind of saw it coming and I guess somewhat expected it.
but at the same time I'm still very confused and not sure how this all came about.
yes it definitely crushed me. :/

oh well.
i'm used to these feelings by now.
i guess that's why they call them crushes. haha

"I'll let you get the best of me
because ( Read more... )

okay, so this seems like it's going to be such a sad month minus halloween. :)
october is my everything.
my favorite month.
it contains my favorite season.
and favoriteeeeee holiday :) 
ummm can you say yayyy?! hehe.

"the worst is over, 
you can have the best of me"

anyways i can't help thinking that i have terrible luck with boys. haha.

i just want to get ( Read more... )

I can't imagine all the people that you know...
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low--
and I don't understand
all the things you've seen.
but I'm slipping in between
you and your big...dreams
it's always you and my big dreams

and you tell me
that it's over--
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
and your restless
and I'm naked
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