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I've lost most of my 'favored acquaintances' [aka ''friends'']
Maybe it's my own fault... or maybe I have standards that I chose to implement now.
I broke down.. after two weeks of not speaking to him.
I called. He wasn't home. Probably with his girlfriend..
I hope he doesn't find out that he missed my call.
tomorrow is a year from the day he told me he loved me for the first time.
I guess I was foolish to even tamper with the idea the he'd remember
and worse that he'd call.. granted it hasn't passed yet...
I don't know. Something is immensely wrong with me
I'm bitter, I'm angry, I'm hurt, I'm lonely, I'm pushing everyone away
all I want to do is get wasted and stay wasted.
I'm unhappy. I'm miserable. I need something amazing.
Let's face it.. I've lost all that makes me, me.
I've lost hope.
I [know/hope] it's just temporary... but..
I don't like this empty feeling deep inside me.
Maybe it's my own fault... or maybe I have standards that I chose to implement now.
I broke down.. after two weeks of not speaking to him.
I called. He wasn't home. Probably with his girlfriend..
I hope he doesn't find out that he missed my call.
tomorrow is a year from the day he told me he loved me for the first time.
I guess I was foolish to even tamper with the idea the he'd remember
and worse that he'd call.. granted it hasn't passed yet...
I don't know. Something is immensely wrong with me
I'm bitter, I'm angry, I'm hurt, I'm lonely, I'm pushing everyone away
all I want to do is get wasted and stay wasted.
I'm unhappy. I'm miserable. I need something amazing.
Let's face it.. I've lost all that makes me, me.
I've lost hope.
I [know/hope] it's just temporary... but..
I don't like this empty feeling deep inside me.