it's time for a career change.

are guys always this much of a waste of time?

when will my heart learn that my head is smarter than it?

when will my head learn that my heart will always be what I think with....?

when will my mouth learn to close....

even better

when will I quit being disappointed in life?

my life 3 years ago seems surreal

thinking about how I used to feel
how much I was in love

how I can't imagine that feeling anymore...

I dont feel like love is in my heart, anymore.

I dont like people.
I want to be alone most of the time.

screw halloween

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Every time I stare off quietly

I'm thinking about how I mean absolutely nothing to anyone.

or

I'm thinking about how its all my fault.

Before you left to go away ( Read more... )

He told me he doesn't care anymore

so I got my things and I left.

He told me he doesn't want my friendship anymore

so I cried and turned my phone off

I dont want to hurt anymore.

I'm at my mom's house, locked up in my room.

I don't ever want to leave.

My job is supposed to pay for my class ( Read more... )