A waste of Paint....
I'm all over the place at the moment. So stressed out about finals, tests, moving out of Brumby with all their weird strict rules. Just trying to find the fucking time. And Cait and I were bitching all day about god knows what. I think things are ok now, but it was total unnecessary stress and drama. Oh, well, its what happens when you act like a jerk.
I was being stupid and smoked. Eh, what can you do? I feel like this is the last time that I'll be able to anyway, with what being at home during the summer, and living with someone who doesn't want me to do it next year. I find it kinda funny because I always do my best thinking when I smoke. Or at least, I see things more clearly. Maybe thats just cuz it makes you feel shitty physically, so mentally and emotionally it makes you feel that way too. It's easy to realize your faults that way.
Anyway, I'll try not to be too emo. Who wants to hear that? haha. I played some guitar with Kitty earlier this week. It was cool, cuz afterwards I felt like playing around and I'm trying to write a new song. Of course, I probably won't finish it. But I'll try.
I was being stupid and smoked. Eh, what can you do? I feel like this is the last time that I'll be able to anyway, with what being at home during the summer, and living with someone who doesn't want me to do it next year. I find it kinda funny because I always do my best thinking when I smoke. Or at least, I see things more clearly. Maybe thats just cuz it makes you feel shitty physically, so mentally and emotionally it makes you feel that way too. It's easy to realize your faults that way.
Anyway, I'll try not to be too emo. Who wants to hear that? haha. I played some guitar with Kitty earlier this week. It was cool, cuz afterwards I felt like playing around and I'm trying to write a new song. Of course, I probably won't finish it. But I'll try.