come in back after all these years rat tat tat tat that's just the way it is

Mar 15, 2010 17:15


1. The roads stay the same. The faces and experiences change. No one has to fake it because it's natural.

2. Everyone is plagued with leaving disease, I see it in their veins and the hollowness of their cheeks. I wonder what happens when the money runs out.

3. Pipe dreams

4. Andre gives me a massage for an hour and tells me he's on Dianetics 55
He tells me how there is no "me" or "I" and I want to just say "duh Andre, I know."
but I let my back and neck crack instead. I let one million muscles twists and how about that baby
That's a memory you can't forget

5. I still have to form the perfect sentence. Prove myself through the text. Daniela Scrima gets called a
bad writer section 55. I am too similar to Dwight K. Schrute & The Island. I am the dog that ate your
birthday cake. The baby Pam breast fed on accident. Latching on, taking over.

6. I throw reunions and cry hysterically from "that teenage feeling" it follows me through the house &
the ghosts slam on the keyboards. Mimic my voice perfectly. Paranormal Activity didn't scare
me because I was thirteen once and I saw worse.

7. I hold all my friends like forever. Like souvenirs and moisture of pocket air and the neighbors dog
that won't stop crying. I want to go to it even though it will gladly bite off my fingers.

8. Just because you don't believe it, doesn't mean I didn't mean it.

9. And they go Judas-ing around

10. "I" define 'me" and tell the men with his hands between my muscles that I may not exist but I am conscious enough, aware enough, have a grasp enough on that.

















SOME THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE.

babies, 2004, bailey leiter, homesickness, beaches, welfare, clearwater, tupac, self-destructive research, self-obsessed, dudes

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