mothers day is bull shit
happy fucking mothers day.
so this is another way that hallmark tries to rape us.
by making us go out and buy cards and gifts and shit to prove to our mothers that we love them.
big fucking deal.
so when i ask my mom like 3 weeks ago what she wants and she responds with "nothing! just be nice and help around the house. i dont need or want anything." and then i actually don't get her anything because i'm broke and i cant think of anything to get her and i dont even want to get her anything because all we've been doing is making each other miserable... i think it's unfair that she calls me mean. IF YOU WANTED SOMETHING FUCKING SAY IT. I DON'T READ MINDS. AND YOU DO NOT DESERVE ANYTHING AT THIS POINT IN TIME.
i drive my brother to school. i constantly am straightening up your house. i take your dog and mine to the vet. i've left classes early so i could pick up bobby when he was sick at school. i've taken days off of work because you say i have to watch bobby. i clean up after you. i pay our cell phone bill-- not just mine but the familys. i help with groceries. i pay my own car insurance-- yes it's in your name but then again you did offer. so sorry that i do nothing to help you and try and show that i appreciate you. so sorry that i'm fucking useless to you.
last time i checked a mom would be concerned if their daughter starts puking like she's in the exorcist again (you know, after that last pancreatic attack)-- not ask if i cleaned up after myself. i think that a mom would try and help their kid out if they are sick but their dog is whining by the door. not you-- no you say "hurry up because im sick of your dog." and when you can see that i'm clearly emotionally distressed after telling you on "the one day a year that is supposed to be about moms" that i hate livng in your house and that as soon as possible i'm getting out of here because i can't deal with this shit anymore, you turn to your 12-year-old son and go "when your ungrateful sister moves out you can have her room and do whatever you want to it."
happy fucking mothers day. i wish i didn't have to spend it with you.
So, in conclusion, if you know anyone who needs a roommmate or wants to move the fuck out of their parents home--- let me know.