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Wow, i think i forgot all about lj. I find this to be an accomplishment in itself. Well not much has changed since i last updated. I have an extremely valuable offer on my plate in reguards to post graduation. It could be everything i have ever wanted or dreamed, which is why i am hesitant to choose whether or not to leave. I am not positive which direction i should follow my insitincts. My heart says stay here but my head is telling me to start packing. I don't want to be molded by a lavish life there where your status in life is soley based on material goods [i.e. expensive cars, houses boats etc]. That's just not me. Maybe it would be fun during my college years but i think staying here is going to be my best bet. I haven't much to stay for but what i do have, i value highly. There are so many things i want to persue, so many places i want to travel and still so many things i want to learn.
On another note: I think it set in that im not going to be young forever today. These days/years are so valuable and ours to make of them what we wish. They're ours to cherish, these memories will last us for the rest of our lives, so inhand i intend on making the remainder of mine worth looking back on in 20 years and smiling. After all life is what you make it.
On another note: I think it set in that im not going to be young forever today. These days/years are so valuable and ours to make of them what we wish. They're ours to cherish, these memories will last us for the rest of our lives, so inhand i intend on making the remainder of mine worth looking back on in 20 years and smiling. After all life is what you make it.