why am i online/lj at 8 am?
ummm let's see. here's a little update for the few people who might read this. i haven't been doing too much lately. just making alot of money, so i can buy/pay for my own things. i just got the kids dressed for school and now i am eating breakfast that i cooked for myself, then i plan on returning to bed. fall break has been pretty decent with a few exceptions. i wish i could see a few awesome people on a more regular basis but that doesn't look so promising. my life doesn't consist of much right now. i am trying to stay focused and not complain. i am also trying hard not to fall into the whole wanting a specific guy and seeking happiness through him charade. i just need to live my life as i see fit. i have never worried about guys until this year. GAY. 17 years, i was on a roll. im kind of pissed now that i think about it. i have done so well for myself for so long, so why should i start now? any ways i am 2 months shy of 18. this could have potential. december 1st, for all of you faggots who weren't aware when the best thing to happen to your life was born. wow i love the perks of sarcasim. i also love food when i wake up. nothing beats 4 waffles and an extremely large glass of milk. today i plan on accomplishing a few things. which are but not limited to the following.......having a good day, trying to make sure my friends are having a good day, clean my room, tell my mom i really do love her [even though she hates me] calling my dad and telling him why i have pent up frustration toward him for the billionth time, calling my ex-step dad aka my fatherly figure and cleaning his house tomorrow before he gets home for work as a suprise, buying myself a few new articles of clothing since no one else will and last but not least, making time for anyone who wants to hang out with gay ole' me.