stretched to the point, of no turning back.

Jun 10, 2004 01:27

finally updated my webshots account. check out pictures here.

*sigh* i really need to go up to the coffee shop sometime.. see my old friends. i miss them. well, those of them that actually still talk to me. so much has happened.

i ended up talking to deborah.. and she was filling me in on some things.. after i told her about the situation between david and i.



winter homicides: yeah. it was bad enough tasha and i stopped talking before all that confrontational stuff w/ melissa.. but now not only have i lost her, but i've lost melissa, david, katie, and i'm sure many others.. i don't talk to jadie or brandon anymore either.
alovetolose: aww
alovetolose: thats awful
winter homicides: yeah
alovetolose: jadie is kinda in bad shape
winter homicides: really? how so?
alovetolose: you didnt hear
alovetolose: she jumped out a window and fucked up her back
alovetolose: she cant use her legs now
winter homicides: no. i haven't been around at all. and no one really talks to me anyway..
winter homicides: oh my gosh! are you serious?
alovetolose: yeah
alovetolose: its horrible
winter homicides: holy shit.
alovetolose: she has a walker and everything
alovetolose: i know!
alovetolose: i freaked out
winter homicides: is she going to be okay..? i mean, in time.. will she be able to walk again?
alovetolose: they are hoping so
alovetolose: jadie is really optimistic
winter homicides: wow.. how did this happen? why did she jump out of a window?
alovetolose: she was drunk
alovetolose: and the guys had been doing it
winter homicides: oh okay.. so it wasn't too big of a drop or something.. i'm assuming.. and not a suicide attempt. gosh, that would've been terrible.
winter homicides: that's what i was thinking when you first said she jumped out of a window.. i was like.. oh geez..

wow. i really hope jadie gets better. i guess i should go visit her sometime. but hell, she probably hates me along with some of the rest of them.

thinking about that makes me think of jamie hanging herself earlier this year. i think about it a lot, actually. wonder what was running through her head. if there was anything that could have prevented it.

*sigh*

everything is just.. low.
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