havnt i been here befor?

Dec 31, 2003 22:16

well. this is completely childish of me but yeah.

i just feel like i have been hit. hard. in the stomache. it's the worst feeling in the world. and if i could ban one phrase from the english language it would be "I did meet a girl..." and now im all sick with cry-osity. over a guy. always over a guy. and it's not like what happened was a cruel thing done directly toward me. and its not fair of me to feel this towards him.

so all that is gone. the rush of blood through my entire bosy and the feelings of goldfish fliping about about it my stomache have been replaced with this awful fimilliar feeling. i cant breath so well and i cant see because my eyes have gone all misty and i cant think rationaly. this stupid feeling of disapointment. and it's not even his fault. its mine.

hello mr. perfect,
it's not fair that i tied myself to you like i did. and im sorry that i really am so disapointed. although im not sorry for anything i said to you over the span of our "knowing-each-other-ness." and im deff not sorry about the song i wrote for you, just sorry that i meant every word.

<3 me
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