Just Because I Smell Doesn't Mean I'm A Hobo!

Apr 06, 2006 14:41

So, I went to school yesterday and today. That school is quite odd. The hallways are huge and the classes are kind of mixed up so I have to use my schedule still to find my classes. Pretty cruise. I can't hear anything really in my spanish class so im like not learning anything. Made a friend. Her name is Kaylee. (not sure how to spell it). She's in my Spanish and English classes and me and my little sister ate with her and her friends. They're a pretty crazy bunch and it's pretty sweet. Weird people are the bestest.

I found out quite a while ago that Andrew likes me likes me. If I didnt have Max then I would've probably went out with him. I still haven't really talked about the whole thing that went on the night after we went to Elissa's house. Andrew took me home and the kiss at the door thing is Way new for me and I don't feel that way about Andrew. I think I know this because im not really attracted to him physically, though I do love his personality and he's been a great friend and it would suck to lose him as one. It's not that im all for a just physical relationship, because i'm not, I just can't really see myself kissing him and stuff. I mean I had a dream about it but it was all akward and stuff. Elissa has been trying to push me towards him, but it doesn't work that way for me. I have gotten more satisfaction from relationships that were started between just me and the guy I liked that liked me back.

Sky is the best friend I could ever have. She talked to Andrew and said that maybe our relationship (Andrew and mine) was more of friendly and she set it up for if I decided to tell him the friend stuff. Sky knows that I am a major flirt. Yes, I admit to flirting. But flirting isn't really all bad. It just sends too many vibes or something, sometimes and guys get the wrong signal. So I just have to tell him out straight and tell him the truth. (I get caught when I lie because I forget things that I have said).

Ooo, I just remembered that I got bad Karma. That's what I blame for me having to move away from Maui and Max. Let me explain.  OK. So when I was liking Max and all during most of the summer (I would talk to him bunches! Online though. Till like 3 or 5 am). Well he was supposed to come camping with me but I accidentally gave him the wrong cell # (total accident! I hadn't had my # memorized yet. Sad I know) anyway, he couldnt reach me and so he said that he walked around my neighborhood and couldn't find my house. So then we hung out later, he found my house and he got the right number from me and everything and we were at my house and we drank and stuff (I know naughty naughty) but it like broke the ice and we made out or 'snogged'. And before that, I feel real bad about this, I knew that he had a girlfriend and I know her and everything and she's quite nice. But she was on Oahu and I knew it and I didn't really care. Yeah, bad, I know. I felt bad after and this is my Karma. Living here.

I was quite green today. I wore a green spegetti strapped shirt over a white short sleeved shirt and then the Monster can tabs with little stars that I made lastnight. I love being Color-y-ful! I got a little key today too (from english presentations) and i'm going to decorate it and make it a necklace and maybe give it to Max when I see him (A key to my heart sort of thing).

Blah. I have definitions and an essay to do for english and I have to finish my math. I think that's it.

max, school, friends

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