Staying Strong.
This week and the last I've skipped a few classes. The more I stay out of school, the more I dread coming back; I just don't want to deal with it. Sometimes, thinking about attending my Monday class and early Friday class makes me feel like crying. I often think of dropping everything. I do want at least B's in all my classes, but I wish I had an ambition to fulfill that. My hatred and complete lack of passion for my classes is stronger than wanting to reach that B average.
So where do we go from here?
First of all, I shouldn't... won't skip class anymore unless I'm sick. And I should take a few hours to do and revisit my work. I have a lot of time, so I need to spend a lot of it on school work FIRST, then I can have my fun later. Maybe I can't force myself to grow an ambition, but at least if I revisit my work I'll make it better.
So where do we go from here?
First of all, I shouldn't... won't skip class anymore unless I'm sick. And I should take a few hours to do and revisit my work. I have a lot of time, so I need to spend a lot of it on school work FIRST, then I can have my fun later. Maybe I can't force myself to grow an ambition, but at least if I revisit my work I'll make it better.