Oh. Man.

[ofsevenburdens]

It's time for me to be brutally honest with nobody. The only people that factor into my life on a daily basis are all very well-informed.

Why is it that it's only when things are terrible that I open up the channels of communication to people who I used to know?

Check it.

For years I have not been respected or safe in my own house and home. My

Comments

[anonymous]

Not feeling at home in your own home is probably one of the worst feelings you can ever have. home is supposed to be the safe-haven from the outside...from the complicated matters that come up everyday. Home is supposed to be the place that you go to to be able to relax and focus and generally re-cooperate. Not having a real home can fuck with your mind and make anyone, no matter how strong, go crazy. When you realize your family is not really being a family anymore, and that all you really have is yourself, you get frightened and overwhelmed. Ive been in a situation not too far from yours, and fuck, i still am. Home is never a safe place mentally and physically...but it gets easier...although it never will completely go away. It never gets "easier in the end" unfortunately, but it can make you a stronger person, a person who may understand just a smidget more about the fact that life is crazy and takes turns for the worse...but it never stays in one place if you don't want it to. You've even already done that...with the hotel...which is very honorable. I wish you the best with your situation...and if you ever need a friend...a new-ish friend...id be happy to chat. Im completely in love with your blogs...and your writing...and I hope you continue. It may just be a way to get away for awhile...and fill in the place of home for a bit. i wish you all the best.

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