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Aaron just got a pretty good job today, and im going to try my best to get one too. I plan to keep Game Stop i really like it but since holiday is over the hours are pitiful. Aaron's birthday is coming up i feel bad that i can do nothing for him. Im not content with my life, Im not doing anything with myself. If i did not have anyone to leave behind i would leave this place, probably join the airforce and travel around the world doing god knows what. Then again i might be too much of a wus to do that anyway i dunno. I already told Aaron that if my attempts to find a better job fail then im just going ot leave the apartment because i cant incorporate to the cost of living on ones own. I know that he would support me but i dont want that. Not for him or me. Not unless i was taking care of a bunch of little pooping crying Aarons. Which that to a spiffy thing called birthcontrole wont be happening anytime soon. jiij <-- Justin being a retard. ::sigh:: Since my dad died im never going to college, i know i cant do it without him. Now i just need to get by.