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lifes been sucky lately. its my family against my "father" if thats what you'd want to call him. anyway. people suck.
im runnying out of patience and im about to burst. havent seen my nephew in three days and i have to wait one more. its awful. my sister and them are in Idaho. looking for a place for us to live. yeah we're moving to Idaho. she calls me everyday so i can talk to JOshua. he's so cute he's making so many noises.
my "father" recently said i wasnt allowed to go to my sisters house. its bullshit. then i did go. and he threw this huge fucking fit. it was such bullshit. im so sick of his bullshit. i wanna shoot him in the fucking throat. im becoming sick of everything. ive become a fucking hermit. trapped in this house all day. with nothing to do. i sleep all day. i've lost 7 poounds in the last maybe two weeks. i have really bad effing cramps. one of my ribs is messing up again. i dont know what i did to it. I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE! !!!
HOLY SHIT!
this is a drag
...im loved by someone though...hehe...and YOU'RE not so NEH NEH!
*i wish i could daze away to a place that no one knows
to a state of mind i could call mine
that only i could own
where i culd hum a tune any time i choose
and there is no such thing as time
where i feel no pain just calm and sane
oh what a place for one to fine*
-blind melon
later assholes