from the first time i saw you i only thought about you. i didn't know you...
...i wanted to hold onto the things you never say...
today was such a bad day...checks bounced, negative thousands, got lost in santa monica, ran out of gas, stuck in traffic, a lot of work, back aching, wanting to get out of my job, wanting a new life, tim telling me i should have stuck with sal, jacob pissing me off, knowing i have work tomorrow morning, missing lonny, wanting to talk to scott, johnny confusing me, nick playing games. ugh...life sucks sometimes. i guess i just need to try and focus on the good things for once. i am way too negative. i am just so confused right now and the only one who can answer my questions is me. i'm just too scared...
today was such a bad day...checks bounced, negative thousands, got lost in santa monica, ran out of gas, stuck in traffic, a lot of work, back aching, wanting to get out of my job, wanting a new life, tim telling me i should have stuck with sal, jacob pissing me off, knowing i have work tomorrow morning, missing lonny, wanting to talk to scott, johnny confusing me, nick playing games. ugh...life sucks sometimes. i guess i just need to try and focus on the good things for once. i am way too negative. i am just so confused right now and the only one who can answer my questions is me. i'm just too scared...