i wish i could close my eyes and breathe it all in...

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what am i doing??
seriously, i don't know.
so many things are running through my head right now.
i don't want to set myself up for something.
i think i went, and the light wasn't green.
i don't know why i'm writing this, because i know you can read it.
are you leading me on?
why do i care so much?
no, i don't know...how do you really feel about me?
i know you care, but how much?
i need to stop worrying so much, but it's hard not to.
i haven't felt this way about anyone.
ever.
maybe it's just that huge question mark i'm running after?