it was only a matter of time, but at least
i prepared myself for it.
things were looking up. i was looking forward to feeling okay again, i thought hey, maybe, this is a sign. this is what i needed. hope is all-encompassing, so i can take that.
but i knew better, and fuck you, i always do. it is always right around the corner.
it is a simple message.
you will never be better.
try harder.
things were looking up. i was looking forward to feeling okay again, i thought hey, maybe, this is a sign. this is what i needed. hope is all-encompassing, so i can take that.
but i knew better, and fuck you, i always do. it is always right around the corner.
it is a simple message.
you will never be better.
try harder.