secrets are no fun....
ok, i know diego's gonna read this eventually...but i'm pretty much over it. i mean, what i'm about to say isn't really botherin' me anymore, but i still need to say it.
ok, it KILLS me when someone i love is really pissed off. i mean, it's one thing if it's my mom or dad b/c they're usually just pissed @ me. but when w/e the problem is affects your whole mood, and basically ruins your day....then i feel awful. that's how i felt @ lunch yesterday. and see, for most people i dont feel as bad as i did when it was diego, b/c he won't tell me what's wrong. that's what bugs the crap outta me. i understand that he doesnt want me involved, i respect taht. hell, i dont even WANT to be involved. i just want him to tell me what's going on. it's like when you ask someone that's close to tears "whats wrong" and they say "nothing" DUH! that's a lie, and that's what i feel like diego's doing. sorta...lol. i know the whole thing has nothing to do w/ me, but i still feel like i should at least have a vague idea b/c i'm his mother freakin' girlfriend! lol.
ok, end rant. cuz i'm really not upset about it anymore. i waas just thinkin' bout it last night b/c i hate that he gets a bit pissy w/ me when he's in a overall bad mood. but it's all good. cuz i really dont care anymore....
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ok, it KILLS me when someone i love is really pissed off. i mean, it's one thing if it's my mom or dad b/c they're usually just pissed @ me. but when w/e the problem is affects your whole mood, and basically ruins your day....then i feel awful. that's how i felt @ lunch yesterday. and see, for most people i dont feel as bad as i did when it was diego, b/c he won't tell me what's wrong. that's what bugs the crap outta me. i understand that he doesnt want me involved, i respect taht. hell, i dont even WANT to be involved. i just want him to tell me what's going on. it's like when you ask someone that's close to tears "whats wrong" and they say "nothing" DUH! that's a lie, and that's what i feel like diego's doing. sorta...lol. i know the whole thing has nothing to do w/ me, but i still feel like i should at least have a vague idea b/c i'm his mother freakin' girlfriend! lol.
ok, end rant. cuz i'm really not upset about it anymore. i waas just thinkin' bout it last night b/c i hate that he gets a bit pissy w/ me when he's in a overall bad mood. but it's all good. cuz i really dont care anymore....
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