That last entry was a huge relief to write out. Things have gotten better. Ryan bought a car, which puts us slightly further into debt, but it's a step in the right direction. It's enough for now and we'll gain some capital in the meantime. He's got a way to get to where he needs to go. It's pretty awesome and I was fortunate enough to use the new ( Read more... )

It's a cliché of the highest order: Life hasn't worked out as planned. I've harbored so many plans and giddy feelings; made so many posts that feel hollow now. It's become more and more difficult to retain my sense of wonder and not allow frustration to best us. I am going to marry this man. That day is an ever fixéd mark, out of sight in the wrong ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure my next important purchase is going to be an iPad. Let's be honest, my primary use for a computer is for surfing the 'net and the iPad looks ideal for that. I need to make it to an Apple Store sometime to check out the keys in particular; the iPhone is untenable for doing a great deal of typing (I'm all thumbs when it comes to ( Read more... )

Ever since broaching the subject of moving out, my parents have given me plenty of advice. From my mom came the practical advice of making a budget and recording expenses. My father on the other hand has the idea that while it's good for me to pursue a career, it's more important that Ryan has a more secure job in case I get pregnant (!) or ( Read more... )