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onward and upward, I guess. lull. everything and nothing. all the time.
I make more money than I should for doing what I do, I live somewhere nicer than any 21 year old that never went to college should, I have a brand new car that is almost too easy to afford for the time being, and I feel like I'm skipping a huge part of being a shitty dude and living like I have in the past few years. twenty foot plunges off of a dark pier wall at midnight with good friends. and somehow, nothing is ever enough, because enough means you've stopped trying, and complacent means that you're already dead. I know you'll read this, and I just want you to be happy. and I just want me to be happy too. and that never seems to happen. at the same time.
hm.
I make more money than I should for doing what I do, I live somewhere nicer than any 21 year old that never went to college should, I have a brand new car that is almost too easy to afford for the time being, and I feel like I'm skipping a huge part of being a shitty dude and living like I have in the past few years. twenty foot plunges off of a dark pier wall at midnight with good friends. and somehow, nothing is ever enough, because enough means you've stopped trying, and complacent means that you're already dead. I know you'll read this, and I just want you to be happy. and I just want me to be happy too. and that never seems to happen. at the same time.
hm.