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Whats up guys,
So i havent posted in this in forever. I was reading over old posts and old friends posts and just remebering how stupid i was. Its kinda nice. Its good to see my spelling has improved, for the most part. Now if i dont know how to spell a word i just use a different word, like improved.
So tomorrow is thanksgiveing, and this particular thanksgiveing i have more to be grateful for than i ever have any thanksgiveing before. It will be one year as a christian. I look back and i think of the ways ive changed. Im still the same person, i still have the same love for people, i just am not afraid to show it now. Im not afraid to say that i love christ with all my heart. It makes me feel good, im actually anxious to say things like, Christ is my father in heaven. I know that i could lose every materialstic thing in my life and still have him and be ok. I may not be happy, but i know that ill be ok. That so long as i hang on to god, everything will always be ok. It's so much more than that though.
Im working harder towards being a cop. Im not into my 4 month of police cadet training. Two more months and i will get a badge and uniform. I may be running for corporal here in december. I also picked up an application for marion county jail after speaking to a HR manager. She took down my name and told me to turn it in when i got it finished and they will see about getting me a job. This is very good because my present job is begining to brake me. I used to not be able to understand why no one had a smile at work. Now i know, as my friend dwight says, "this place could suck the fun out of a wet dream". He's very right. Im coming up to my 7th month and I just recieved a dollar raise. Im now to nine fifty and hour. In case you dont have a calculator thats about 40-60 bucks more per paycheck. In claiming christ as my lord and savior i have devoted my life to obscurity. Not poor but not rich by any means. More towards poor than rich. I should devote it to poor, but my faith isnt strong enough, unfortunatly.
So my lease is up with my cousin here soon. Im thinking about staying with him though. He's still battleing his addiction and he tells me that if it werent for me hed be out useing again for sure. So im not too sure what i want to do. Grant's lease is up same time as mine and he wants to get a house in b-rip with me. That would be nice but i dont know what to do about adam.
Lastly, I like a girl. I havent really dated anyone since i became a christian. I actually had to turn down alot of very prospective girls because i only lusted after them. Lord give me strength. This girl has a boyfriend. She grew up in a small town up north. She is liveing in indianapolis for the first time while going to iupui and is absolutly loving it. Her boyfriend goes to a school in cinn. She says that they have been off and on for awhile and shes really trying to figure out what she wants to do. Im pritty sure she likes me. Ive been noticeing those cute little things girls do when they like someone, the turning glance, that ones great. Or, like when her friend wants to leave because its 3 in the morning and im going to go shopping, and she beggs her friend, who was driveing, to go shopping with me. She's a christian girl, she thinks im smart, and she thinks im a great cook, and i love that she thinks that. She's blonde, has beautiful blue eyes, the only time ive seen her frown is when she's trying to look cute, and it works, and i really think im smittin. Seriously though, wtf(udge). Its weird going through this after so long. Its so familiar, almost too familiar for me though. Its one of those, hear the phone ring and wonder if its her. And you wonder if she feels the same way but you cant ask her cause thats just weird. Its awesome too, because im abstinint im not lusting after her, i want to date her because shes awesome and really pritty, and if we cant date we can still be friends. Its a win win situation for me. Honestly. I love it. But im still hopeing she'll go on a date with me. :]
That will do it, look for recent updates, i might be useing this. Ive got to go start cooking thanksgiving dinner.
If you read this (DOUBT IT) can make it for dinner just give me a call and come on over.
3177481809
GOD BLESS!!!!
Evan
So i havent posted in this in forever. I was reading over old posts and old friends posts and just remebering how stupid i was. Its kinda nice. Its good to see my spelling has improved, for the most part. Now if i dont know how to spell a word i just use a different word, like improved.
So tomorrow is thanksgiveing, and this particular thanksgiveing i have more to be grateful for than i ever have any thanksgiveing before. It will be one year as a christian. I look back and i think of the ways ive changed. Im still the same person, i still have the same love for people, i just am not afraid to show it now. Im not afraid to say that i love christ with all my heart. It makes me feel good, im actually anxious to say things like, Christ is my father in heaven. I know that i could lose every materialstic thing in my life and still have him and be ok. I may not be happy, but i know that ill be ok. That so long as i hang on to god, everything will always be ok. It's so much more than that though.
Im working harder towards being a cop. Im not into my 4 month of police cadet training. Two more months and i will get a badge and uniform. I may be running for corporal here in december. I also picked up an application for marion county jail after speaking to a HR manager. She took down my name and told me to turn it in when i got it finished and they will see about getting me a job. This is very good because my present job is begining to brake me. I used to not be able to understand why no one had a smile at work. Now i know, as my friend dwight says, "this place could suck the fun out of a wet dream". He's very right. Im coming up to my 7th month and I just recieved a dollar raise. Im now to nine fifty and hour. In case you dont have a calculator thats about 40-60 bucks more per paycheck. In claiming christ as my lord and savior i have devoted my life to obscurity. Not poor but not rich by any means. More towards poor than rich. I should devote it to poor, but my faith isnt strong enough, unfortunatly.
So my lease is up with my cousin here soon. Im thinking about staying with him though. He's still battleing his addiction and he tells me that if it werent for me hed be out useing again for sure. So im not too sure what i want to do. Grant's lease is up same time as mine and he wants to get a house in b-rip with me. That would be nice but i dont know what to do about adam.
Lastly, I like a girl. I havent really dated anyone since i became a christian. I actually had to turn down alot of very prospective girls because i only lusted after them. Lord give me strength. This girl has a boyfriend. She grew up in a small town up north. She is liveing in indianapolis for the first time while going to iupui and is absolutly loving it. Her boyfriend goes to a school in cinn. She says that they have been off and on for awhile and shes really trying to figure out what she wants to do. Im pritty sure she likes me. Ive been noticeing those cute little things girls do when they like someone, the turning glance, that ones great. Or, like when her friend wants to leave because its 3 in the morning and im going to go shopping, and she beggs her friend, who was driveing, to go shopping with me. She's a christian girl, she thinks im smart, and she thinks im a great cook, and i love that she thinks that. She's blonde, has beautiful blue eyes, the only time ive seen her frown is when she's trying to look cute, and it works, and i really think im smittin. Seriously though, wtf(udge). Its weird going through this after so long. Its so familiar, almost too familiar for me though. Its one of those, hear the phone ring and wonder if its her. And you wonder if she feels the same way but you cant ask her cause thats just weird. Its awesome too, because im abstinint im not lusting after her, i want to date her because shes awesome and really pritty, and if we cant date we can still be friends. Its a win win situation for me. Honestly. I love it. But im still hopeing she'll go on a date with me. :]
That will do it, look for recent updates, i might be useing this. Ive got to go start cooking thanksgiving dinner.
If you read this (DOUBT IT) can make it for dinner just give me a call and come on over.
3177481809
GOD BLESS!!!!
Evan