so heres an update little bastards.
So things have been alright, ive got a job now, texas roadhouse on shadeland, Im a waiter. I pissed some gay kids off today and one of the girls is fucking my best friend right now. Right infront of me, on the couch. Thank radiohead.
no but seriously though, this is fucking sick man, but i wont be a cock blocker.
So its bin a little stressful lately. going back a few weeks i went to sarahs to see if we still had a friendship, she said she hadnt been calling me cause she thought i hated her. i assured her i was angry, but i couldnt hold a grudge against anyone that long, excpecially not sarah.
her mom got mad, we made plans, i left, she forgot.
she told me not to take it personally she does it all the time, i said i am, she said she guesses i would take it personally.
I havent talked to her since, mom says she sounds like she has a problem opening to people and its hard to love someone for who they are and not what we want them to be.
I normally dont talk about things like this with my mom. i brought up to her my thought that maybe i should see a doctor about some hallucinations ive been haveing. I saw the tiles in the bathroom breathing, when i tried to shake it out of my head and take a second look, it was still happening. The other night i was talking to my self. Telling my self to calm down, and that things will get better and they will be how they were. I never talk to myself. I try to be level headed but i think something might be wrong.
In relationships i try to keep it kinda personal, seeing how i use people for sex now. what a crock of shit, i know you wont read this, but you can fuck off if you think im ever talking to you again after how youve talked about me. What did you think jake was gonna do when you said that to him, "yea, i agree."
susan says she loves me, i think shes love starved and alittle swept off her feet at the moment.
morgan still hasnt made it to adams apartment for a party yet.
Im disapointed.
i dont know what else to say, but since my friend is done getting ass im going to find a place to sleep where i wont get rolled on.
no but seriously though, this is fucking sick man, but i wont be a cock blocker.
So its bin a little stressful lately. going back a few weeks i went to sarahs to see if we still had a friendship, she said she hadnt been calling me cause she thought i hated her. i assured her i was angry, but i couldnt hold a grudge against anyone that long, excpecially not sarah.
her mom got mad, we made plans, i left, she forgot.
she told me not to take it personally she does it all the time, i said i am, she said she guesses i would take it personally.
I havent talked to her since, mom says she sounds like she has a problem opening to people and its hard to love someone for who they are and not what we want them to be.
I normally dont talk about things like this with my mom. i brought up to her my thought that maybe i should see a doctor about some hallucinations ive been haveing. I saw the tiles in the bathroom breathing, when i tried to shake it out of my head and take a second look, it was still happening. The other night i was talking to my self. Telling my self to calm down, and that things will get better and they will be how they were. I never talk to myself. I try to be level headed but i think something might be wrong.
In relationships i try to keep it kinda personal, seeing how i use people for sex now. what a crock of shit, i know you wont read this, but you can fuck off if you think im ever talking to you again after how youve talked about me. What did you think jake was gonna do when you said that to him, "yea, i agree."
susan says she loves me, i think shes love starved and alittle swept off her feet at the moment.
morgan still hasnt made it to adams apartment for a party yet.
Im disapointed.
i dont know what else to say, but since my friend is done getting ass im going to find a place to sleep where i wont get rolled on.