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so i decided not to finish typeing about that night. So some times pass and i serve my grounding. I havent been talking to maria much cause ive been giveing her space lately. This is leaveing me lonely again. Ive been becomeing great friends with cody, derek, and rich lately. I havent been calling maria on account of me wanting to give her space. And since me trying to show her how much i cared kinda back fired i didnt want to. I had been haveing these feelings that we were probably drawing to a close. And that was a really sad sad friggin thought. I care for that girl so much, and we had so many plans. So i broke. I had to call her and talk to her about it. She assured me that she still liked me and shes just being stressed with finals etc. etc. And if she didnt like me anymore she would tell me. So thats a releif. Im still missing her but it makes it easier knowing that well be talking sooner or later again. I kinda had that feeling of when we lost each other for so long. That feeling of wondering if she was ok, if she was thinking of me, if she was happy, that sappy crap. It came back to me, and it made me feel so bad. But its gonna be easier now.
So ive been talking to a friend named olivia lately. Think shes my latest crush. Totally awesome, she goes to franklin and shes kinda sorta friends with some of the girls from my work. Thats how i met her. Weve been talking alot lately about this and that. Shes going to go with me to get chinese after school and were going to go back to my house for a bit. Im getting out so early tomorrow. But im gonna get ready for the show. MSI BITCHIS! While olivia and i are hanging out, cody cody is going, hahaha, grocery shopping. Cause were gonna be camping. Its gonna be helly sweet, weve got a private lot that my boss at work owns. Shes letting us borrow that, its right on the lake. My whole pirate crew is comeing weve got tents and stuff. Oh my god its gonna be great. Were going before the show to set up, and after back to the place to party and fall asleep. Then on friday were gonna make some breakfast and plan out a day. Probably head into the park and scope out some ladies. na, im a pussy. haha. But see if we cant get anyone to come back to our place to party. That would be nice nice baby. dun dun dun dada dun dun.
Sat. were comeing back so i can go to my brothers graduation party. he moved out and its really depressing me out. I dont have anyone here to talk to and it adds to my lonelyness feelings. Alex is leaveing next week and thats gonna suck. Ive got russia comeing up and my house is getting so much bigger as people leave. Work is getting stressful but im still loveing it.
anything else you want to know?
So ive been talking to a friend named olivia lately. Think shes my latest crush. Totally awesome, she goes to franklin and shes kinda sorta friends with some of the girls from my work. Thats how i met her. Weve been talking alot lately about this and that. Shes going to go with me to get chinese after school and were going to go back to my house for a bit. Im getting out so early tomorrow. But im gonna get ready for the show. MSI BITCHIS! While olivia and i are hanging out, cody cody is going, hahaha, grocery shopping. Cause were gonna be camping. Its gonna be helly sweet, weve got a private lot that my boss at work owns. Shes letting us borrow that, its right on the lake. My whole pirate crew is comeing weve got tents and stuff. Oh my god its gonna be great. Were going before the show to set up, and after back to the place to party and fall asleep. Then on friday were gonna make some breakfast and plan out a day. Probably head into the park and scope out some ladies. na, im a pussy. haha. But see if we cant get anyone to come back to our place to party. That would be nice nice baby. dun dun dun dada dun dun.
Sat. were comeing back so i can go to my brothers graduation party. he moved out and its really depressing me out. I dont have anyone here to talk to and it adds to my lonelyness feelings. Alex is leaveing next week and thats gonna suck. Ive got russia comeing up and my house is getting so much bigger as people leave. Work is getting stressful but im still loveing it.
anything else you want to know?