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[odin1970]

Grappling with a serious bout of depression. I dont know why exactly but I have been blah for about 3 weeks now. its not a horrible session that I used to have, you know those wonderful periods of self loathing

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[crazy_mich]

Rawr!! ;)

[odin1970]

hah, you have enough male problems but if the circumstances were different I might roar back. Of course one of my desires with you would be to give you a complete and through spanking dear.

My hand on your ass and the redness would be a thrill indeed.

Well, Im semi hard now thanks babe !

[safirekat]

Took me a moment to read your post completly. I got distracted by the first word... a bit of grappling would be really nice right about now.

[odin1970]

sexual inuendo aside, grappling as a physical activity would suffice. Thats one of the tacts I took when I was in my 20's, "a little violence never hurt anyone" I once said.

Of course I had a bit of the moloco plus in my veins. (and if you know what the obscure pop reference is ((moloco plus)) I will declare my love!)

[danii]

The pollen has been fucking with me too.

[odin1970]

yes, its been a major drag. I'm hoping for some rain to wash it away but my instinct tells me that its a contributor only.

[msvinova]

"What I need is a whore, just a fling to reenergize :). Maybe a cyber fling would do it"...

I say hold out for the whore! ;)

BTW - I really hope you're ok :(

[odin1970]

I'll be fine, you've been here long enough this bout is a far cry from the mamoth falls from sanity I had a few years ago. Sadly I quit most drugs (although I do enjoy a toke once in a while) so the medication route is out. Having the boy eliminated heavy booze, LSD, X, and cocaine which were all favorite escape hatches.

[proudlyfallen]

*raises hand* If you need a whore... ;-)

[odin1970]

How much? :)

All kidding aside, you should always be mindful of playful insinuation on the internet.

For all you know I could be a reformed serial killer who used to go by the name "Joey Fairbanks".

Or I could actually say "yes" to you and persue it. You are one of the dangerous types and I like that, always flirting on the edge of possibility as opposed to practicality.

I like it, but when one walks a thin line one must be certain they keep thier balance, otherwise they may teter and step over to one or the other side.

[proudlyfallen]

For you? Free.

And hey, if you were a reformed serial killer, at least it would be a nice change of pace from the balding, overly nice men I usually meet on the internet. I'm not worried about it. After all, Kurt said it yesterday, didn't he? We'll all die when we're meant to.

As for walking a thin line... who says I'm on a thin line? I've been walking in a zig-zag for most of my life. Neither side scares me anymore.

[odin1970]

your a very bold young woman arent you?

Im balding slightly by the way, but Im not overly nice.

This is 3 times now your posts have bordered on presumption (by both parties). One of the down sides of the web is, we dont have tones of voices, facial expresions or body language to discern intent or sincerity.

If your seeking to induce clarity then email me.