May 14, 2008 09:10
Grappling with a serious bout of depression. I dont know why exactly but I have been blah for about 3 weeks now. its not a horrible session that I used to have, you know those wonderful periods of self loathing...
Its more like an energy thing, Im just finding it hard to give a fuck about a lot of stuff.
What I need is a whore, just a fling to reenergize :). Maybe a cyber fling would do it, I mean Im finding it hard to muster the energy to masterbate and for me thats saying something (I usually try 2-3 times a day on non sex days)
Funny how it always comes round to sex isnt it?
Maybe its the fucking pollen, but nothing new here I'll snap out of it soon.