my imperiled nerve
I AM ABOUT TO UNDERGO A DANGEROUS OPERATION!
anyone wishing to tend to me in my convalescence is more than welcome to do so. The whole thing is all the more depressing in light of this evening's unexpected wave of optimism...oh well.
I've finally looked at pictures of the Elephant Man. I'm glad that they're in black and white. I will probably have another moral dilemma dream concerning those who are very different, hopefully with a reprise of the mentally retarded reformed serial killer/actor character with the tiny purple floating head, the one eye, and the bell-like voice.
And like, whatever, my dog's dead, old news, suicide, majesty, heroism, I've explained, whatever, I need gestures. The Alternative's on until 3 am, I think...is that unusual? I can't remember.
I expected I would be less boring, maybe I'm distracted. Remember last summer? I was all "look at all the romantic people through my night time window view" but this summer every time I try to open the blinds they fall off of my window and on to me. Nothing to see, anyway...FROM THE INSIDE! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! You know. I've decided to be a writer. CAN YOU TELL? but oh my god, Henry Rollins, I wish you could just let me forget about you, why are you here? dreams crushed, whatever. I have a great many romantic vignettes in my head still, so...no great harm done.
There's blood on my hands
anyone wishing to tend to me in my convalescence is more than welcome to do so. The whole thing is all the more depressing in light of this evening's unexpected wave of optimism...oh well.
I've finally looked at pictures of the Elephant Man. I'm glad that they're in black and white. I will probably have another moral dilemma dream concerning those who are very different, hopefully with a reprise of the mentally retarded reformed serial killer/actor character with the tiny purple floating head, the one eye, and the bell-like voice.
And like, whatever, my dog's dead, old news, suicide, majesty, heroism, I've explained, whatever, I need gestures. The Alternative's on until 3 am, I think...is that unusual? I can't remember.
I expected I would be less boring, maybe I'm distracted. Remember last summer? I was all "look at all the romantic people through my night time window view" but this summer every time I try to open the blinds they fall off of my window and on to me. Nothing to see, anyway...FROM THE INSIDE! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! You know. I've decided to be a writer. CAN YOU TELL? but oh my god, Henry Rollins, I wish you could just let me forget about you, why are you here? dreams crushed, whatever. I have a great many romantic vignettes in my head still, so...no great harm done.
There's blood on my hands