A Requested Gift From Me To You

Dec 21, 2007 02:06

Title: All It Takes Is A Look
Muses: Stella Lestrange Savage and Judas Xavier Snape
Prompt: In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no Alibi
‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret
From the truth
Of a Thousand Lies

So let Mercy Come
And Wash Away
What I’ve Done

I'll face myself
To Cross out what I’ve Become
Erase Myself
And let Go of What I’ve done
Timeline: Set on the day Stella leaves Japan
Author's notes: Happy Christmas to my 30pieces



Living in Japan hadn't been what Stella had expected at all. Nothing had ever really exceeded her expectations, and she had never put much value into anything aside from her horses. But being in Japan with Judas had been unlike anything she had ever experienced before. It had surpassed her expectations ten fold, despite how difficult it had been or the trouble they had gotten into...but now it was time for her to take her leave.

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

She always lacked the finesse and grace it took to give a formal goodbye, truth be told? Stella didn't want to say goodbye. She didn't want to leave him alone, although she knew he wouldn't technically be alone but still...she had a problem with it. If it was anyone other than Judas she more than likely wouldn't be in the dilemma she found herself in. Things with him weren't complicated persay, but they were most definitely different. If asked she never could find the words to describe their relationship.

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

So with her bags packed, she reluctantly made her way into the next room. Her eyes met his holding his gaze in complete silence. They never had needed words, which was amusing given the fact that neither of them stopped voicing their views, but not when they were together. With a simple look they knew what one another was thinking, it had always been that way ever since she had looked at a small boy hiding behind her Grandpa's legs. One look into the eyes of the five year old and she had known exactly what he needed to relax.

But now as eyes met, there was no comfort to be found. Their gaze exchanged secrets they would never utter a syllable about, things done that neither of them could take back, and a year worth of memories that would forever be tattooed in their minds.

A sad smile played across both of their faces almost simultaneously, before the not so little girl shuffled her feet and sighed looking once more at the boy who wasn't quite a boy anymore. When did this happen? Where had time gone? Another deep breath and she was gone.

Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Judas bowed his head and sighed heavily.

He barely had time to register her absence before there was a loud CRACK followed by a Stella tossing herself at him.

Holding him tight she whispered, "I love you Quji-Sama," before pulling back and disappearing again.

And she meant it, for no matter how many men she dated or fell for, she would always be in love with Judas Xavier Snape.

Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

christmas meme fic

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