I am writing this in here as a way to save it and find it later, if I ever want to have it again.
11/21/2005-Guiding Light Bakery Scene the night before Tammy's wedding
Jonathan: I am not something to get out of your system.
Tammy: I didn't mean it like that. Jonathan, you know I care about you. I want to be with you. Don't you want to be with me?
Jonathan: You know I want to be with you. But not like this. Not like this. Not when you've been drinking and playing hide and seek with your girlfriends and any last guy will do for a last roll of the dice. I want you to look me in the eyes and say "I chose you, Jonathan".
Tammy: But I have chosen you.
Jonathan: I don't mean this. I don't mean this. I want you to chose me in front of your friends and family. Not in the dark, not in the barn, not behind closed doors. I don't want to be some dark, dirty, little secret that you keep. I want you to tell the whole world, "I am not in love with Sandy. I am in love with Jonathan." Can you do that? Can you do that, Tammy? Can you love me when the lights are on?
*After more love and hate and drama, the following song was written, inspired by this scene for this couple. First played 1/24/2006. Written by Brian Siewert / Angela Lauer / Tim Lauer. Performed by Dustin
Whats wrong, Whats right. The answer is that nobody knows
How long do we hide a secret dying to be told
I'm not afraid of what anybody has to say
Just say its our time
Can you love me?
Do you love me ...
With the lights out,
Here when the lights are on
Let the world see,
Hey, let our love be ... strong ...
And if everyone is watching us,
Let 'em watch,
Let 'em talk,
Just believe what we need is what we are
(Can you love me with the lights on?)
You see I've changed
But you're the only one that knows,
And we made mistakes,
And isn't that the way it goes?
Don't be afraid
Of livin' this love out loud,
You know it's our time ...
Can you love me?
Will you love me ...
With the lights out,
Here when the lights are on
Let the world see,
Hey, let our love be ... strong ...
And if everyone is watching us,
Let 'em watch,
Let 'em talk,
Just believe what we need is what we are
Can you love me with the lights on?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmTU6fXP7FE and PS 8/24/05 has "you don't get to do that to me",10/7/05 is their best kiss ever, and 1/18/07 was the wedding.