I'm beginning to wonder if my life is working against me
I finally got my laptop back!!!! Unfortunately, now I have to reload everything on it-which I'm not sure I have all the programs for. Also, I lost all of my music, but I think I'll be alright, most of them were saved to CD and I managed to save all of my pictures.
This summer, along with everything else I have to do, I plan on doing some serious self-searching. Something someone said to me had a significant impact on me, but not in the way she intended-my feelings still haven't changed on that subject. However, in other aspects of my life I think I have sort of changed, and I can't say I feel that all of them are good-although most are. I think I might even utilize my trip to New York to help me out.
Right now I'm trying to find a job for this summer, no one is willing to hire me because of the time I have to miss for this trip. It really sucks because I really need some money at the moment, and for the future. I am going to pay for school next year, possibly even my cell phone and my car not to mention anytime that I go out on I will have to provide money for myself. Gah! Money really sucks.
One thing I've really learned this semester is how to let go. Letting doesn't necessarily make a good situation great, not even the particular situation better, but it does make other situations easier. I've learned to let go of my past, stressful situations, impressing everyone, etc.......it really does feel good.
Well, I have things to do today. I will see everyone later.
This summer, along with everything else I have to do, I plan on doing some serious self-searching. Something someone said to me had a significant impact on me, but not in the way she intended-my feelings still haven't changed on that subject. However, in other aspects of my life I think I have sort of changed, and I can't say I feel that all of them are good-although most are. I think I might even utilize my trip to New York to help me out.
Right now I'm trying to find a job for this summer, no one is willing to hire me because of the time I have to miss for this trip. It really sucks because I really need some money at the moment, and for the future. I am going to pay for school next year, possibly even my cell phone and my car not to mention anytime that I go out on I will have to provide money for myself. Gah! Money really sucks.
One thing I've really learned this semester is how to let go. Letting doesn't necessarily make a good situation great, not even the particular situation better, but it does make other situations easier. I've learned to let go of my past, stressful situations, impressing everyone, etc.......it really does feel good.
Well, I have things to do today. I will see everyone later.