Just Thoughts
You know, I try to be myself, but it seems as though everytime I express my feelings I get put down by people I trust. Just because I express my feelings on a particular day in a particular mood, does not mean those are the only feelings I have-and I don't appriciate being publicly attacked either. I tried to make things better, but apparently you didn't want to, and that's fine with me. I'm tired of drama, and I really don't want or need it right now.
As far as the whole NY thing goes, I guess I should explain myself a little further instead of just bithcing and whining about it. Yes I do want to go, and yes I do appriciate what Kings Daughter's is doing for me. However, I had a lot of things planned for this summer and did not realize at the time how much of it was interferred with by this trip when I agreed to go; I found out just earlier this week how much actually was and I was highly disappointed and I expressed myself in the wrong manner and for that I'm sorry that was not my intention at all. And I do look forward to this trip very much and I feel I'm going to learn a lot from it, it's just a little scary for me-as all new experiences are for me and most other people. Sorry if I mislead anybody about my true feelings.
I've had so much to do this week and I'm glad it's almost over. I'm also really glad that I was able to get to put off my accounting test to next week, I was not ready for it, so now I'm going to talk to the teacher about make-up. Later today I have to drive down to OS to do a project for my leadership class and talk to someone about a job. Hopefully I won't have any problems with getting one because I really need the money.
Brandon and I have been together for almost six months now-Saturday, April Fools Day. I'm not quite sure if that's a bad omen, or if it just means that we're fools in love! I'll stick with option two! He's taught me a lot and these have been the happiest six months of my life that I've had in a very long time and I would not trade them for the world!
Well, I have some homework to do before I head down to the coast, so I'll talk to everyone later.
As far as the whole NY thing goes, I guess I should explain myself a little further instead of just bithcing and whining about it. Yes I do want to go, and yes I do appriciate what Kings Daughter's is doing for me. However, I had a lot of things planned for this summer and did not realize at the time how much of it was interferred with by this trip when I agreed to go; I found out just earlier this week how much actually was and I was highly disappointed and I expressed myself in the wrong manner and for that I'm sorry that was not my intention at all. And I do look forward to this trip very much and I feel I'm going to learn a lot from it, it's just a little scary for me-as all new experiences are for me and most other people. Sorry if I mislead anybody about my true feelings.
I've had so much to do this week and I'm glad it's almost over. I'm also really glad that I was able to get to put off my accounting test to next week, I was not ready for it, so now I'm going to talk to the teacher about make-up. Later today I have to drive down to OS to do a project for my leadership class and talk to someone about a job. Hopefully I won't have any problems with getting one because I really need the money.
Brandon and I have been together for almost six months now-Saturday, April Fools Day. I'm not quite sure if that's a bad omen, or if it just means that we're fools in love! I'll stick with option two! He's taught me a lot and these have been the happiest six months of my life that I've had in a very long time and I would not trade them for the world!
Well, I have some homework to do before I head down to the coast, so I'll talk to everyone later.