begining is a buffer (journal)
well i guess this is just for the, uh, "brohams"
if i think about it
but i'm pretty pumped about some new movies coming out
the darjeeling limited came out today.. the new wes anderson flick
i'm takin nikki to see it tomorrow for her birthday
that's all well and good
but soon.. there's a new coen bros. movie coming out
delving, now, into violence and horror
called 'no country for old men'
..
a p.t. anderson film called 'there will be blood'
about oil or some shit
what does it matter..
and a fucking kauffman (eternal sunshine) film
in progress about a dude constructing a new york suburb i lived in when i was 2-3 being constructed inside a warehouse..
the dude who made it..
and around 8,000 german midgets giggling at a camel
well not that
but fuck
cunt-uh-kintay privatized her lj
so i can't see her rebuttals on such and such things i say
but i'll tell you what
i can still say em
and hope the pills/cuts get bigger
and the shit flushes all the way the second try
i just.. well i just have this 'opinion'
i guess
that people who "'try'" to kill themselves
are what i've often referred to as 'wolf food'
people who, in 300 b.c., to be dramatic
wouldn't bother finding food
they'd sit in a tree
until they couldn't stand the hunger anymore
then die of heat exhaustion
lazily puttering behind an escaping... squirrel
and later on eaten by wolves
well basically
nowadays
they're called 'free-loaders'
people too lazy
or inable
but i'm talking about too lazy
to even support themselves
and they lay around
and put-put here and there
get their kicks
live in your tree
and ramshackle
there are some people
apparently.. who think waking up is involuntary
and aim for sleep the whole day
avoiding everything in between
trying to get that last satisfying vice
that will put them back to sleep
often.. they THINK they want to stay up for things
like more drinks
more highs
more boys
or more girls
but it's only cuz they didn't get it yet
that they think they should stay up for it
so they're up till 6
and they sleep till 3
and they wake up wanting to sleep again
i couldn't give two shits what they dream about
sleeping or awake
cuz i see what they aim for
and i see what it gets them
and i see how they don't see themselves
they're wolf food
they wouldn't exist without the rest of us
it wouldn't be so gross
if they didn't leave their bloody tampons in my toilet
i gotta make rent
don't make me flush first
tyra will be on when you get done.. i promise
if i think about it
but i'm pretty pumped about some new movies coming out
the darjeeling limited came out today.. the new wes anderson flick
i'm takin nikki to see it tomorrow for her birthday
that's all well and good
but soon.. there's a new coen bros. movie coming out
delving, now, into violence and horror
called 'no country for old men'
..
a p.t. anderson film called 'there will be blood'
about oil or some shit
what does it matter..
and a fucking kauffman (eternal sunshine) film
in progress about a dude constructing a new york suburb i lived in when i was 2-3 being constructed inside a warehouse..
the dude who made it..
and around 8,000 german midgets giggling at a camel
well not that
but fuck
cunt-uh-kintay privatized her lj
so i can't see her rebuttals on such and such things i say
but i'll tell you what
i can still say em
and hope the pills/cuts get bigger
and the shit flushes all the way the second try
i just.. well i just have this 'opinion'
i guess
that people who "'try'" to kill themselves
are what i've often referred to as 'wolf food'
people who, in 300 b.c., to be dramatic
wouldn't bother finding food
they'd sit in a tree
until they couldn't stand the hunger anymore
then die of heat exhaustion
lazily puttering behind an escaping... squirrel
and later on eaten by wolves
well basically
nowadays
they're called 'free-loaders'
people too lazy
or inable
but i'm talking about too lazy
to even support themselves
and they lay around
and put-put here and there
get their kicks
live in your tree
and ramshackle
there are some people
apparently.. who think waking up is involuntary
and aim for sleep the whole day
avoiding everything in between
trying to get that last satisfying vice
that will put them back to sleep
often.. they THINK they want to stay up for things
like more drinks
more highs
more boys
or more girls
but it's only cuz they didn't get it yet
that they think they should stay up for it
so they're up till 6
and they sleep till 3
and they wake up wanting to sleep again
i couldn't give two shits what they dream about
sleeping or awake
cuz i see what they aim for
and i see what it gets them
and i see how they don't see themselves
they're wolf food
they wouldn't exist without the rest of us
it wouldn't be so gross
if they didn't leave their bloody tampons in my toilet
i gotta make rent
don't make me flush first
tyra will be on when you get done.. i promise