Thank you to who ever is watching out for me!
It's been awhile since i posted a entry, its been a crazy new year.
Transfered from working at Krispy Kreme to Walgreens, Krispy Kreme cut 3rd shift and i only got 3 hours a WEEK. so my friend Justin refered me to Walgreens to work in pharmacy. I started at registers as service clerk for 6 months. The pay was lower but its a minute from home so minusing bus rides evened it out and saved time! So i was happy about that, it was time for a change.
My cat Elmo died on March 1st, he was dying in the end and the last day he couldnt walk so i wrapped him in a towel, left for work came home and he was still weezing and breathing slowly and he passed in front of me, Meghan came straight over and comforted me, and introduced herself to Bob lol.
Later that month i started a relationship, that lasted roughly 4 months. He was nice and everything but just didnt get me, or really cared about making it work with me, i was deep in depression and he went on a break so i could get better, i got therapy, meds, even bought a car so i could see him more. That impressed him so we were back on again. Everytime i look back on that it makes me stomach drop, not because im hurt were over but because i cant believe how much he hurt me. We were "Friends" for a month." But i cut him out of my life on my terms, to this day he still tries to talk to me and wonder what he did wrong!
After all that change happened, the smog cleared, and things got amazingly better, my depression has ben non existent, which cleared my head even more, i clean my room everyday, i drink 8 glasses of water a day, i smile all the time; i keep negativity from effecting me because once your own inner negativity has been battled you can battle ANYTHING! I work out a lot, ive gained 20 lbs in muscle, i know what in my life is toxic and dispose of it immediately, and if u give toxic friends or relationships another chance, "Forgive but never forget." I never call in sick for work i have a strong work ethic. work even has noticed my change, i got a premotion to pharmacy tech! And once this semester of school is done i have SEVEN classes left till i get my Associates degree!
Over all this is the new me forget what you knew, forget what you have heard, im strong, positive and determined more than ever, are you ready! ;)
Transfered from working at Krispy Kreme to Walgreens, Krispy Kreme cut 3rd shift and i only got 3 hours a WEEK. so my friend Justin refered me to Walgreens to work in pharmacy. I started at registers as service clerk for 6 months. The pay was lower but its a minute from home so minusing bus rides evened it out and saved time! So i was happy about that, it was time for a change.
My cat Elmo died on March 1st, he was dying in the end and the last day he couldnt walk so i wrapped him in a towel, left for work came home and he was still weezing and breathing slowly and he passed in front of me, Meghan came straight over and comforted me, and introduced herself to Bob lol.
Later that month i started a relationship, that lasted roughly 4 months. He was nice and everything but just didnt get me, or really cared about making it work with me, i was deep in depression and he went on a break so i could get better, i got therapy, meds, even bought a car so i could see him more. That impressed him so we were back on again. Everytime i look back on that it makes me stomach drop, not because im hurt were over but because i cant believe how much he hurt me. We were "Friends" for a month." But i cut him out of my life on my terms, to this day he still tries to talk to me and wonder what he did wrong!
After all that change happened, the smog cleared, and things got amazingly better, my depression has ben non existent, which cleared my head even more, i clean my room everyday, i drink 8 glasses of water a day, i smile all the time; i keep negativity from effecting me because once your own inner negativity has been battled you can battle ANYTHING! I work out a lot, ive gained 20 lbs in muscle, i know what in my life is toxic and dispose of it immediately, and if u give toxic friends or relationships another chance, "Forgive but never forget." I never call in sick for work i have a strong work ethic. work even has noticed my change, i got a premotion to pharmacy tech! And once this semester of school is done i have SEVEN classes left till i get my Associates degree!
Over all this is the new me forget what you knew, forget what you have heard, im strong, positive and determined more than ever, are you ready! ;)