[fic post] Walls Come Crashing Down

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Title: Walls Come Crashing Down
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst/Romance
Pairings or Characters: Dean/Castiel
Warnings: spoilers for 6.15, wing!kink
Word Count: 2080
Summary: Dean decides that there couldn't have been a better place at a better time because this is them.
Author Notes: Coda to 6.15.

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"He died." Cas turns his head to meet his eyes then, and Dean's amazed at how tired he looks. "Both times you've died, there wasn't really... a body left, y'know? It never really sunk in for me, and you always came back. But his was... It was like looking at you, but you were dead, and in that world, you can't come back. I don't know why, but it freaked me out a little. Maybe a lot."

Cas stares at him for a long time, quietly thinking while Dean's busy freaking out inside his own head, embarrassed and nervous and relieved all at once because this is Cas he just confessed to, not some weirdo that wears ugly sweaters and never puts down his phone.

"I can't promise I'll always come back," Cas says at length, glancing down at his hands in his lap, "It's why I need to be careful, and why I can't tell you everything. Not now, anyway." He sounds guilty, and Dean feels like a brat, because he should understand that Cas' fight in the war is more important than him now, but Cas has always been on his side before, and to watch him drift away hurts more than he'd like it to.

Like Dean, we the viewer are in a similar situation. Cas is involved in this huge conflict that should be a big deal but it doesn't feel like it. It's not real until we see Cas and see how he struggles and then the message hits home.

And the make up sex with added wing kink? Hot!

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