Apr 15, 2004 00:11
"The light can't be red forever."
I need. Help.
Last night, I honestly think I died, went to hell, and came back to life in tears. I don't remember going to sleep, really. I just woke up and knew that I wouldn't be able to take on the school day in the state I was in. So I took the day off.
Ended up seeing my cousin and going through stuff that my grandma left behind after she died. Joy.
I was forced to explain to my mom why exactly I'm so depressed. Since I can't give her all of the details, she thinks I'm a little crazy for reacting this bad. So kill me. No, really. NOW.