I hate getting up early.
I'm really not tired and I have to arise at 6:30 tomorrow morning, ugh.
I can be so shallow sometimes, I wish that it wasn't like that.
I really want to go to Fall Formal, it makes me feel back in high school again, blah. I feel compelled to go, to find a date; that's so stupid but I feel like that. In all actuality I am not friends with a whole lot of guys here so my options are limited. I feel so silly for wanting to go to this as much as I do.
I am so excited to go home Friday. I miss my friends. Even though I saw my family two weeks ago I miss them too. I talked to my Grandma today on the phone. My grandparents are so old, I wonder what it's like to be that old? I wish we didn't have to get old, or that we could grow old and then pick an age to go back to and stay that age forever. For some reason I think that I am going to love the age of 25. But then there is no death and heaven and the world would be overpopulated and everything would be off-balance. Plus, as scary as death is to me, I want to really know what happens when you die and being immortal you would never know.
I want to go out tomorrow night. I don't have class until 1:30 on Friday so I don't need to pass up this opportunity. I went running today, it felt so nice. I hate being so lazy, I need to make sure that I start exercising more often because it really isn't good for me to get this out of shape. Plus, if I continue to not be active I'll turn into a fat-ass.
The election was very disappointing to me, actually more of a shock. I knew it was going to be close but I was sure Kerry was going to win. What Hannah said in her entry was so true though, it gave me a more optimistic outlook.
I want someone to love or rather someone to love me, this won't be happening for a long time though. It is going to be a very careful process to find someone who's worth it. This is how I feel right now. Tomorrow I'll feel the exact opposite and I'll be saying how I just want to have fun and feel no attachment. What a confusing person I am. Night.
I can be so shallow sometimes, I wish that it wasn't like that.
I really want to go to Fall Formal, it makes me feel back in high school again, blah. I feel compelled to go, to find a date; that's so stupid but I feel like that. In all actuality I am not friends with a whole lot of guys here so my options are limited. I feel so silly for wanting to go to this as much as I do.
I am so excited to go home Friday. I miss my friends. Even though I saw my family two weeks ago I miss them too. I talked to my Grandma today on the phone. My grandparents are so old, I wonder what it's like to be that old? I wish we didn't have to get old, or that we could grow old and then pick an age to go back to and stay that age forever. For some reason I think that I am going to love the age of 25. But then there is no death and heaven and the world would be overpopulated and everything would be off-balance. Plus, as scary as death is to me, I want to really know what happens when you die and being immortal you would never know.
I want to go out tomorrow night. I don't have class until 1:30 on Friday so I don't need to pass up this opportunity. I went running today, it felt so nice. I hate being so lazy, I need to make sure that I start exercising more often because it really isn't good for me to get this out of shape. Plus, if I continue to not be active I'll turn into a fat-ass.
The election was very disappointing to me, actually more of a shock. I knew it was going to be close but I was sure Kerry was going to win. What Hannah said in her entry was so true though, it gave me a more optimistic outlook.
I want someone to love or rather someone to love me, this won't be happening for a long time though. It is going to be a very careful process to find someone who's worth it. This is how I feel right now. Tomorrow I'll feel the exact opposite and I'll be saying how I just want to have fun and feel no attachment. What a confusing person I am. Night.