Free Time
So... Sectionals were yesterday. I really disappointed myself. It sucks to have a positive attitude and expect yourself to perform well and then when you do, you do a horrible job. I ran the mile in 6:50, ugh. I didn't really expect an amazing time for that though. I was pumped for the 4x8 and I expected myself to do well, I ran incredibly slow. I really felt like I let my relay team and coach down. Later I apologized and they said it was fine and Coach was like "I know you tried your best, it was just an off day for you." To let myself down is one thing, but to let others down is even worse. Besides not running well the rest of the meet went well. I really liked the track team this year, some really great people. Interesting characters for sure.
At least now that track is over I will have some more free time. I need free time because graduation is in 4 weeks and I have so much shit I need to get done. I can't believe it is this close. I am ready in a lot of ways and also not ready in a lot of ways. I am excited for this summer; it is going to be amazing. As for college, I am excited as well, I just hope I am ready. I feel so immature sometimes about certain things, like I could handle situations better. There is so much about to happen, I am looking forward to it; just don't let me mess up.
At least now that track is over I will have some more free time. I need free time because graduation is in 4 weeks and I have so much shit I need to get done. I can't believe it is this close. I am ready in a lot of ways and also not ready in a lot of ways. I am excited for this summer; it is going to be amazing. As for college, I am excited as well, I just hope I am ready. I feel so immature sometimes about certain things, like I could handle situations better. There is so much about to happen, I am looking forward to it; just don't let me mess up.